"breaking up is hard to do"
well...its official...sue and i moved out of our apartment today. i have many mixed emotions about it. Im happy to be home and have everything that i used to have...like clean clothes ALL THE TIME I WANT WITHOUT DRIVING, free food, no rent, no bills, a place for darla to play now..it'll be nice to be alone sometimes and just have natalie time, but i'm really going to miss sue. We've had SOO many fun times in that apartment over the past year. I'm going to miss coming home, putting pj's on and just laughing and being hyper with sue all night...thinking of that knowing it wont happen again makes me tear up so much.
then theres matt...its SOOOOOOOOOO hard to let go of him. I've never felt this way before... i wish i didnt hurt him...i love him so much ...i'm not dealing well with not being by him anymore....its like breaking up all over again..and i know i wont see him for along time..until he's ready...
i hate this
then theres matt...its SOOOOOOOOOO hard to let go of him. I've never felt this way before... i wish i didnt hurt him...i love him so much ...i'm not dealing well with not being by him anymore....its like breaking up all over again..and i know i wont see him for along time..until he's ready...
i hate this