Tears of happiness or sadness
So many tears have been shed in the last week, but tears can mean a couple of different things. There are tears of joy that accompany happy events, such as weddings, Father's Day, and the birth of a child. Then there are tears of sadness, that go along with things such as, family loss, goodbyes, or any other great meaningful loss. What most people don't realize is that tears are a natural part of everyone's life. They are not necessarily something bad or good, they just accompany pure human emotion. The tears that I have had lately have been a mixture of emotion. I am so happy that Josh and I had a chance to work alot of or anger out, but at the same time, I am struck by sadness, because I know to keep the peace between Josh and I, my friendship with Jennifer must be limited. This is not necessarily fair, but then again, who ever said that life was fair to anyone. I just hope that Jennifer is happy. That is most important thing. I really think that Josh and I could be friends again one day, but it's gonna be tough for us both. So much stuff has been said, and I know this is gonna take time. Imagine that, I must be patient for another thing in my life. Maybe this is God's way of teaching me one of life's most important lessons.......