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So I looked at my friend list on lj and I realized I only have one. Oh well, maybe I can change that over time. I have been free for 10 days give or take and I can honestly say I have never been more efficient in my entire life. Ive been able to complete so much around the house and strengthen all aspects of my life. Socially things are good, I am hanging out with my friends more and I even had a really good time at mango's. (like you ever xpected to see me type that) I have been back on the bike three times and I am getting stronger little by little. I lost all muscle mass in my legs when I went to jail, but I know i'll build it back. My faith has took on a mind of its own. I found an awesome church right up the street from where I live called Summit Christian Church. Its ironic because I did plan to go with my friend piff who lives a few houses down but when I went to her house today she was not there. I was on my way to St. Sebastien's but I decided to turn right instead of left at the end of my street and went to Summit Church. The service was awesome, they had the little kids sing songs in the beginning which was nice. (It reminded me to keep following my dreams, a family would be unreal, I can only imagine.) Then the pastor gave his message which was on-point. After I was bombed by church members asking me questions and seeing if I liked the service. There hospitality was amazing, in particular this girl (Can't remember her name :( ), but she was really nice and her and some of the college members invited me to subway with them. I accepted, when would I turn down food. As we ate they asked me questions and where I was from and I told them my story, they were very receptive. I hit on street-racing my interest which seemed to grab there attention a little. After I walked to this bookstore by my house and looked around for awhile. I just watched Titanic the other day so I felt like looking for a book on the subject. (Now that I realize it, the movie is prolly one of my favorite even though its over 3 hours long.) I found an old book that my uncle had when I was younger and leafed through it. As I read about the disaster I made the connections with what happened in the movie and actual facts. I could have stayed in that store all day but I drug myself out at around 1. Then I walked to Gabs, its like an upscale thrift store for everyone keeping track. I looked for some khaki pants that I needed for finishline. Later I rode with Dave and then picked up my computer and installed a bunch of software. (Nate, once again you saved me I owe you a ton, I got ya.) But back to my point at hand, every aspect of my life is improving and I owe it all to the grace of God. I feel like I can do anything and I am xcited, everyday something new happens and it makes me desire the good things in life more and more. Not only that, I want to help people, I want to do something for someone in need because I know how hard it can be when your down. I am not in the position I want at this point to really serve, although one day I will give back. My autistic friend called me tonight and we talked for awhile. Hes really smart (They are most of the time) its just you have to have patience when you talk to him. Eventually when I get insurance and all that good stuff i'll hang out with him, he said he likes cedar point and so do I so maybe we can catch it before summer is over. Either way this past week has been amazing and I can't wait for the next...l8er