It's late
And I have to work at nine. If I were malicious. I would have went to sleep.
I stayed, and made amends with the person I hurt unintentionally. The other though I didn't. Couldn't.
I guess I'll sleep, why is it always night time, that I find something to busy my mind? Why can't my mind ever be blank at night.
For some reason, I just got the desire to do callouts.... Shrug.
Libby: I love you dear. I'm glad to have you back in my life. You are one of my dearest friends and more-so then anyone you helped me develop to who I am now. You are why I think now, why I strive to use my brain. you fueled my search for knowledge. You have given me many gifts that I will never forget.
Ray: I love you too dear. We are not at an easy point right now. But whenever I am with you the world stops, I love holding you, feeling your soft form in my arms. I care more for you then anything. But i'm sorry. I'm sorry that I can't focus my mind to maintain that when we're apart. You try and try and you love and love. I love you too. I appreciate you more then anyone. You are at the top of the list of people that I know would be there.
Rebecca: I love you too. We've grown up together. I've known you since 1st grade and even though we went a few years not talking much, you are still dear to me. I'm glad you down the hall from me know. Whenever I get lonely at work I can see you. I miss you Rebecca. I am glad that you have found love. I'm glad you have someone who is willing to travel to world to support you. That makes me happier then anything to see you shine in life. To see that you have developed into the world you wanted.
Kris: Love for you too my gay bunny. I miss you too. I miss you cuddly big gay hugs and such. heh. I'm glad thoguh that I get to see you frequently now, even if it is only once a month. And I'm glad you have found love. You've work so hard for it, and have taken so many wounds in the process. I think he's good for you. I like him. I love that your happy.
The others, in short:
K: I had fun with you even though I don't mention it much. I miss the fun at larp.
A: I miss you, It's been so long , I feel I don't know you much anymore. i don't like that
B K: You make me think, I enjoy that.
Moogie: You are wonderful Eyore, of Death's brood, you and Kris are the best.
Derek: If you actually give proof that you still read any of this anymore. I'll add you up there.
More later, I've reached the end of my ropes. Sleep now.
I stayed, and made amends with the person I hurt unintentionally. The other though I didn't. Couldn't.
I guess I'll sleep, why is it always night time, that I find something to busy my mind? Why can't my mind ever be blank at night.
For some reason, I just got the desire to do callouts.... Shrug.
Libby: I love you dear. I'm glad to have you back in my life. You are one of my dearest friends and more-so then anyone you helped me develop to who I am now. You are why I think now, why I strive to use my brain. you fueled my search for knowledge. You have given me many gifts that I will never forget.
Ray: I love you too dear. We are not at an easy point right now. But whenever I am with you the world stops, I love holding you, feeling your soft form in my arms. I care more for you then anything. But i'm sorry. I'm sorry that I can't focus my mind to maintain that when we're apart. You try and try and you love and love. I love you too. I appreciate you more then anyone. You are at the top of the list of people that I know would be there.
Rebecca: I love you too. We've grown up together. I've known you since 1st grade and even though we went a few years not talking much, you are still dear to me. I'm glad you down the hall from me know. Whenever I get lonely at work I can see you. I miss you Rebecca. I am glad that you have found love. I'm glad you have someone who is willing to travel to world to support you. That makes me happier then anything to see you shine in life. To see that you have developed into the world you wanted.
Kris: Love for you too my gay bunny. I miss you too. I miss you cuddly big gay hugs and such. heh. I'm glad thoguh that I get to see you frequently now, even if it is only once a month. And I'm glad you have found love. You've work so hard for it, and have taken so many wounds in the process. I think he's good for you. I like him. I love that your happy.
The others, in short:
K: I had fun with you even though I don't mention it much. I miss the fun at larp.
A: I miss you, It's been so long , I feel I don't know you much anymore. i don't like that
B K: You make me think, I enjoy that.
Moogie: You are wonderful Eyore, of Death's brood, you and Kris are the best.
Derek: If you actually give proof that you still read any of this anymore. I'll add you up there.
More later, I've reached the end of my ropes. Sleep now.