judgement.
I'm so pathetic, it's not even funny.
Today is such a bad day; I don't think it can make me feel any worse about myself. The worst thing is that even I look down on myself, and I know I suck as an actor. I know what i do is illogical sometimes, but why do some of my friends judge that as giving up?
I just feel like I'm stuck in this skin of mine, dying to burst out but i know i can't because of my situation, the people i am surrounded by and most importantly, because of my own fucking head telling me it's wrong and that I suck.
Today is such a bad day; I don't think it can make me feel any worse about myself. The worst thing is that even I look down on myself, and I know I suck as an actor. I know what i do is illogical sometimes, but why do some of my friends judge that as giving up?
I just feel like I'm stuck in this skin of mine, dying to burst out but i know i can't because of my situation, the people i am surrounded by and most importantly, because of my own fucking head telling me it's wrong and that I suck.