Blank space in my mind.
It's not that I'm getting dumber.
No, there's still something ticking up top. Though I did realize, while Kelly was here (and I Miss her), that I often live thoughtlessly.
I've been spoken to at various points in my life about how I have a lot of potential and I should not waste it.
I was told once, on an airplane, by a movie star's mild-mannered alter ego, that people who waste their potential are the most pitiful thing on earth.
And tonight, while waiting for my computer to do something, I decided to write something here.
All these thoughts come together, then. I found, for lack of thinking during these past days, I had little to write about. No current events, no shining moments. (Though that's not really true. I just didn't recall them)
Maybe I do what so many people wish they could; maybe I live in the moment.
Maybe I'm just not ever really awake.
No, there's still something ticking up top. Though I did realize, while Kelly was here (and I Miss her), that I often live thoughtlessly.
I've been spoken to at various points in my life about how I have a lot of potential and I should not waste it.
I was told once, on an airplane, by a movie star's mild-mannered alter ego, that people who waste their potential are the most pitiful thing on earth.
And tonight, while waiting for my computer to do something, I decided to write something here.
All these thoughts come together, then. I found, for lack of thinking during these past days, I had little to write about. No current events, no shining moments. (Though that's not really true. I just didn't recall them)
Maybe I do what so many people wish they could; maybe I live in the moment.
Maybe I'm just not ever really awake.