so close to the end
So it is late, and I am STILL not done with my seminar paper. I love how my esteem for the topic has devolved these past few days into distrust and apathy. I really do want to do well, but all of my energy gave out the first week of November and now all I have is nerve ending to push me forward. And soon I will be home with a whole new problem set to solve. Work is everywhere, be it graded or not. Where is my salvation? In my demise? No one likes a martyr.