Jun 26, 2005 16:11
Just made the yummiest cookies in the whole world.....i know you are horrible jealous, and quite honestly it is your own fault for not coming over to get some. That is a very generic "you" directed to all my bum friends who are hiding under rocks or doing other such responsible acts that prevent them from seeing me. I remember the good ol' days when i was home for the summer, those wonderful pre-college pre-work days. And so we shall have a flash back to swimming pools and all night wa ho visits...and then there is my peeps. Who i miss dearly but dont have nearly enough time to see. Micaela, i will call you back, i will see you one of these days. Same goes to my Ali and Stephanie...hell that pretty much goes to everyone. Ali, end of summer thing...whats up? i need to have some clue so i can get the time off. August 13th thru the 16th looks the best for me, but i suppose the world doesnt revolve around me, its a shame isnt it. Never enough time, of course that isnt entirely true, i have found i devote far to much time looking up tattoos online, i know that sounds odd, but i have an itch i just cant scratch. Wow, my english teacher would crawl in a hole and die with that sentence. Which isnt exactly a bad thing, i suppose it depends on which one. Moving on...
I want to go to a concert, something loud and intense. Any suggestions?
Dum de dum...so i got all my hair chopped off and now it is a dark auburnish color. I like it a lot...i suppose i was tired of looking like the girl next door. i want to pierce my tongue again, i want to get a tattoo, and i want to dress the way i want to dress....so neah. I dont know if it is just me, but every now and again i wake up and i have this compelling urge to make the outside match the inside. I wander around doing and saying the things that are PC as not to offend everyone, but sometimes i feel like i have lost my mind. Its not me, well not completely, of course i dont want to hurt anyone, but i also dont want to tip toe so much..i want to feel free to express myself. Language is such an interesting thing, i was glancing back over this entry and i saw the word "i" an aweful lot, does that make me self involved, and does pondering whether i am self involved make me even more self involved. Circular logic makes me smile. I think its the cookies talking....shhhhhhh.
Okie dokie...time for a carefully placed discolsure. I gave my lj name to two of the lovely ladies i work with. You know who you are...nudge nudge. Not a bad idea if you ask me, i just dont want them to have a bad idea about me. I'm really not this bitchy in real life, i just play one in internet land. Not to sound all mushy and what not, but out of everyone i work with i think they are the most like me, or at least the type of people i would normally hang out with. So um yeah....woohoo. This could be incredibly stupie to type, and if it is...oh well. It just seems that the people i work with are a little closed minded at times. I think they are great and its a wonderful working environment, they just all come from the same social, political, and religious backgrounds so its hard to feel like i fit in. To say the least i dont fit the mold. That sorta sounds like i am judging them, i dont like that. I think my main problem is that they just dont seem tolerant of other peoples views if they differ to extreemly from there own. Makes me feel a little less psycho when there are other people at work who kinda sorta feel the same way. What a fabulous assumption to make.
No more cookies...tummy is hurting. How do you eat your cookies? with milk? do you dunk them? whats your favorite kind of cookie? the people have the right to know. OKie....that about sums up the incoherant words for today. Smooches