Dec 19, 2010 22:35
You know those ideas you get in your head right as you're falling asleep, and a few minutes later you're awake and acting on them? Imagine me motioning to the world at large right now, because that's precisely what happened to me.
Here I am, letting my arms act as a pillow for my cat (which is making it very hard to type, actually) and wondering what I'm going to do until my brain settles down again. I was letting it wander earlier and it brought me to some pretty dark thoughts about my family, and my mother in particular. These moments come and go, and I wonder if it's healthy to not talk to anyone about it, but then I get over it until it happens again.
I really need to start writing again. I really need to find some discipline. I really need to get my hair done and go to Cheesecake Factory with my mom on Tuesday.
And this, this is my life.
- Kiwi
P.S. I really need Tom Brady to fall off the face of the earth. That would be nice, too.
family,
kiwi turn your brain off,
sports: football,
pets: gato,
time for the world's tiniest violin,
life as we know it