you're oh so charming
I should have probably elaborated with the whole boy issue. Firstly, he's three years older than me and I've liked him on and off since late grade nine (grade 11 now). I don't think he's ever liked me back, but I've never really like 'hoped' anything would happen.
Now, I'm like desparate to have something happen. But I know it won't, so I decided to prepare myself for what is inevitable anyways. I have to tell him today that I can't be 'just friends' with him, and that probably means we can't be friends period. I have never been friends with him. I've either like liked him, or been left broken hearted/hated him.
I'm really upset, nervous and apprehensive. :( I hate butterflies.
Now, I'm like desparate to have something happen. But I know it won't, so I decided to prepare myself for what is inevitable anyways. I have to tell him today that I can't be 'just friends' with him, and that probably means we can't be friends period. I have never been friends with him. I've either like liked him, or been left broken hearted/hated him.
I'm really upset, nervous and apprehensive. :( I hate butterflies.