i used to rule the world

[eclecticfeel]

Today, I went back to something that I have fond (and not so fond) memories of. It was how I met my boyfriend. When I was just looking around, I discovered something of my boyfriend's that really threw me off. He had a close girl friend that was pretty blatantly flirting, after we started dating. On top of that, I found him saying how he wanted to see these cheerleaders at a football game. I mean, how rattling is that? We've already been dating for at least a month, have you no self-respect? And my retaliation? I told him I've gone behind his back and seen a couple of his friends and my friends, which of course he doesn't approve of. Now, he's saying that this is very serious. Is that some sort of threat? What an asshole. It pisses me off I can't see other people, like I'm his little slave to do what he wants, whenever he wants. I can't believe this. Something inside me is saying break up with him, but I do love him, despite his controlling ways.

Bleh. What a terrible scenairo.