Wandering aimlessly

Apr 10, 2006 16:32

I feel like I am invisible. I want that one person to notice me. I feel like I have been petitioning for attention from him for months now, and to no avail, of course. Isn't that how it always goes? Except in movies and "other" people's lives, the person does in fact notice you, and you end up getting together. But for me, psh, that'll be the day...pigs will fly over the Ojai belltower. Now that I think about it, absolutely no guy has even acknowledged that I am a girl, and yes, I do in fact like them. I have told one guy, which ended up the wrong way. Now nobody is even CLOSE to me. Whatever. I think I'll live alone for the rest of my life and end up being a cat lady, owning a bazillion cats named fluffy and sparky and so on.
Prom is coming up. Only a few more days. I am about two gagillion times more excited than most juniors and seniors. I think that that is sad, because I'll be sad. I'll get overly excited, then I will totally think that it was a waste of time and money. That's what will happen. Grrr. Oh well.
I took a fun quiz or "personality test" and my results are:

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60% Stability |||||||||| 40% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63% Mystical |||||| 30% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56% Materialism |||||||||||| 43% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50% Work ethic |||||||||| 36% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50% Conflict seeking |||||| 30% Need to dominate |||||| 30% Romantic |||||||||||| 50% Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63% Anti-authority |||||||||| 36% Wealth |||||| 23% Dependency |||||| 23% Change averse |||||||||||||| 56% Cautiousness |||||| 30% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63% Sexuality |||||||||||| 43% Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50% Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Physical Fitness |||| 17% Histrionic |||||||||||| 43% Paranoia |||||||||| 36% Vanity |||||| 23% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70% Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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I'm pretty sure you could say that's me.
Whatever. So I am insecure and vain. That works.
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