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I disgust myself.
I'm having a serious mental breakdown.
I don't feel too lonely, but I'm not capable of anything except breaking down and being pitiful.
It scares me that I can't stop crying and i keep crying over that fact.
At school, I cried the whole day. Just not continuously. So it looked I was experiencing a mix of fatigue, stress, and depression (all true) but it was still obvious that I was crying? Just depends on how observant people are.
But this is just ridiculous.
This is the comfiest blanket it the world.
I don't want to get my nasty spit, snot, and tears all over it ):
I'm having a serious mental breakdown.
I don't feel too lonely, but I'm not capable of anything except breaking down and being pitiful.
It scares me that I can't stop crying and i keep crying over that fact.
At school, I cried the whole day. Just not continuously. So it looked I was experiencing a mix of fatigue, stress, and depression (all true) but it was still obvious that I was crying? Just depends on how observant people are.
But this is just ridiculous.
This is the comfiest blanket it the world.
I don't want to get my nasty spit, snot, and tears all over it ):