Nov 30, 2009 20:29
As much as I love going to cons because I love seeing people cosplay, have fun, be themselves, etc. I can't help but feel ancient. Those kids in there are still in school. And some of them even have their parents with them. O_o Something I am still weirded out about because ever since my sister and I went to cons, mom was somewhere else and would just meet us after. Something like that.
So yeah, joining those games was really fun. I even won a mini plushie from the ring toss. But still, I see them as kids. ~_~ I know I am not the most mature 29 year old but still. Argh.
Sometimes I wonder if I should still go to cons like Mangaholix and stuff. I shouldn't let age stop me, right? But there are moments when I wonder if this is socially alright, etc. I get self-conscious.
Don't get me wrong though. I was glad to be at AME no Jidai. I think it was actually interesting and fun with the activities they had. It wasn't too crowded compared to Toy Con and Ozine's events. But it just felt better for some reason. And it wasn't as noisy as Mangaholix. Gosh, that con had bands and they knew how to be loud. But in AME no Jidai, they had music, some contests and even this dubbing thing. Haha. That was crazy. And I also loved some of the cosplays I saw. :)
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