Jan 08, 2005 09:40
Have you ever gotten soo god damn tense till the point where u dont give a fuck anymore and felt like no matter what you do its never good enough. Im just here to fill up space there is nothing out there for me and there never will be im soo fucken pathetic its not funny why the hell am i even writting in this bullshit like anyone fucken gives a fuck anyway 9 fucken months i felt like something i felt like i matterd and its all fucken gone because im a stupid fuck. i would give anything just to feel that againe to be with you and i cant im sorry for existing and for being human im not fucken perfect. i wish someone would put me out of my missery because im too much of a fucken coward to do so whatever fuck my life enjoy. -Jeremy