Apr 13, 2006 18:35
Dear Live journal,
Why am I such an idiot?
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I have diagnosed myself with having a slight paranoia I feel as if I am constantly being watched by SOMEONE even if no one is in sight.I have not so much of a habit but I have to thoroughly look over and throughout anything before I eat it and I hate when people try to drink after me or touch my food in any occasion.Along with that, I am possibly in the early stage of anorexia, I hate food I'm sick of it. I've been eating food for 16 years and its just not pleasing anymore. One top of that I don't drink milk of any kind which and possibly explain why I have weak bones and hear compulsive cracking noises. As I think about it, I'm like 20 pounds over weight and I don't know why. I am a exercise addict and I don't eat. Whats the problem here?
acne..acne..acne..where art thy pimple...........oh what there all over my face. My worst enemy