the price i pay

[eckles_]

am in perpetual state of discomfort/pain, due to awakening of muscle fibres that have been dormant my entire life. hopefull by end of month i will be able to do that elusive one push-up. i'd been trying (very sporadically (thanks clueless! lol)) for the last two years, which is v pathetic. anyway, gyming is fun, for about the first minute of each activity, then it's just an uphill mental battle to get my lazy body to keep going. i'm so sick of telling myself that 5mins has already past, there's only twice that much more to go; 7 repeats is already half-way there, you can do it! on the upside, i sprinted from the grattan st tram stop to the one in the middle of uni to catch a tram tonight, and made it without any coronary mishaps. ooooh yeah.

bonsoir mes chers~