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How do u tell someone ur not interested without being a total bitch...i know you could just say it straight out but what if you have been dropping hints like not returning calls.. sounding annoyed while talking to them...and they just dont get it!!!

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please read this.Im mean no harm.tell me what you think.write about it.

[anonymous]

Hey kutie...Well thank you so much for everything and i mean everything....now to answering ur questions...i noe today u asked me if i had a been IN love before...n i told u yes...im gana be honest with you...i lied to you....i have never experienced LOVE or been IN LOVE....all the times i thought i was in love it wasnt love it was puppy love.....to me thats jus a crush u have on somebody n u think its love....but with you its something very different....I KNOW ITS NOT PUPPY LOVE.....Do u remember that time we were at my house and we were sitting in the living room n i told u it wasnt the time to say what i wanted to say?.......well i really wanted to tell u that I LOVED YOU...but i couldnt, because i didnt think it was the right time.......omg u have no idea how much u mean to me.....i wanted to tell u this in person and i will but guess what aaron.....IM IN LOVE WITH YOU.........i dont just love u im in love with you....well baby there it is i have told what i wanted to tell you that night....its okay i will tell u in person, dont worry....sorrie i had to tell u this in an email.... always urs ?

To all my wonderful readers...and by readers i mean you ?...because only your eyes are allowed to read this..we have been together for about '?' months and '?' weeks....but yet this last month has been the hardest...we have had to endure a lot of pain and struggling.....This is going to be the first time that i truly speak my mind on everything...so hear me out....
Some day long after Im gone. You will come back to this and you will read these journals that i would write for you and you will remember of that one guy named..'?'. The guy who cried so many nights for you.The guy who would cry each and every time ? would drop him down to the ground...That guy who loved his baby girl so much that he worked his ass off to try and give her the world but most of all his heart...Do you know why you will remember me?.because you will have seen that you lost something so good in your life and because. You dont learn to let go and because your taking me for granted.. As Im writing this to you...i cant stop to think...'hmm....what is ? doing?..what is ? thinking?....and im wondering when you hang up on me every night do you forget who i am and go about your life or do you hang up and hurt inside because im no longer there.I know that when you hang up my world comes apart because the one i love is not there anymore and all i want to do is hear her voice just one more time even if its for a second in time. Today is tuesday and I cant understand why i have the feeling that your going to run once more. But if you are....I'll always be there running back to you.Trying hard to catch up to you because. Im not like everyone else who may just let you go. Im not i made a promise to you and to some one else.That i would help you...and you know who that some one else is. You see ?...no matter when you read this if it's today or tomorrow or one week to a year from now..my word's will be for ever remembered by you.My actions will never be forgotten.
'Time and Time again.I have cried for this girl I have dropped friends for this girl.I have left family for this girl. I have sacrificed eating out for this girl just to save my money for her.I have given and given..and when i felt that I couldnt give anymore. I would dig down deep inside and give more and more and i will continue to do so because i love this girl...I truly love her.'
'You see..I am that person who i have long searched for.I cant even think without ?. I can't even function properly without ?. At times i can't even breath without her. I break down anywhere just because im thinking of her.? is the only light in my life. The only problem is that. If she wants to admit to it or not. She is taking me for granted.'
(part one)