the voice
last nite i went to the bar with my dad for his birthday.
this guy started talking at me after my round of pool.. he started off saying life is ruled by emotion and logic. and playing pool is ruled by logic. but i played pool with emotion and logic. he kept saying i had both. and most people don't have both.
i paid little attention to his drunken ramblings at first till he said something that got my attention.
he went on to say when someone's head and heart is in the same place. he can't be stopped. he's stronger and smarter than most. my head knows what i want as does my heart. most people don't have that. everything he said after that described exactly how i feel about myself.
he said i have so much positive energy flowing about me. more than others. so others take it from me cause they lack it. but i still have so much to give and it never gets me down cause i'm able to reflect others' negative engergy. they all take my positive energy cause i have so much to give.
later my dad said terry [that was his name] is really good at reading people.
i guess sitting at a bar by yourself at your dad's bday party says something about you.
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so this is the new year. [that would be the only time i will ever quote death cab lyrics]
what will it bring? id'e like to think of what i hope it will bring. but not sure i will recieve it.
instead i'm afraid of what it will bring. or maybe i'm afraid of what it won't bring.
i havn't really opened up on here like i used to day in and day out. i havn't really needed to i guess. the days of constant wondering and searching and contemplating the futility of my desires ended. perhaps they're creeping back up on me. but in a different way.
my head and heart is in the right place. i guess that's all i need then..
this guy started talking at me after my round of pool.. he started off saying life is ruled by emotion and logic. and playing pool is ruled by logic. but i played pool with emotion and logic. he kept saying i had both. and most people don't have both.
i paid little attention to his drunken ramblings at first till he said something that got my attention.
he went on to say when someone's head and heart is in the same place. he can't be stopped. he's stronger and smarter than most. my head knows what i want as does my heart. most people don't have that. everything he said after that described exactly how i feel about myself.
he said i have so much positive energy flowing about me. more than others. so others take it from me cause they lack it. but i still have so much to give and it never gets me down cause i'm able to reflect others' negative engergy. they all take my positive energy cause i have so much to give.
later my dad said terry [that was his name] is really good at reading people.
i guess sitting at a bar by yourself at your dad's bday party says something about you.
- - - - - - -
so this is the new year. [that would be the only time i will ever quote death cab lyrics]
what will it bring? id'e like to think of what i hope it will bring. but not sure i will recieve it.
instead i'm afraid of what it will bring. or maybe i'm afraid of what it won't bring.
i havn't really opened up on here like i used to day in and day out. i havn't really needed to i guess. the days of constant wondering and searching and contemplating the futility of my desires ended. perhaps they're creeping back up on me. but in a different way.
my head and heart is in the right place. i guess that's all i need then..