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[echotiarra]

When I stopped speaking to Michael, I wondered if I really am such an awful person. As awful as Nat and Raven always said that I am.

There are moments that I still wonder.

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[hydinplainsight]

You're not talking to Mikey anymore? For how long? I am so far out of the loop on everything!

[echotiarra]

Michael has't spoken to me since Jan of this year. We got into an argument and I had a panic attack so I had to sign off. He accused me of running away despite the fact that at the time, I could not breathe and was shaking.

I had come to the decision that I could not be with anyone as I am not emotionally healthy to be in a relationship and he did not take that very well. He said that I used him and that I lied to him when I only told him the truth.

So now I am wondering if we ever really did know each other or if he was ever listening to me while I chatted. I spend my life taking care of other people and I would love to have a s.o who could actually take care of me.

[hydinplainsight]

It's sad that it had to come to that. I always thought you and Mikey were pretty close friends. He had to know you were uncomfortable in that type of relationship, because anyone who knows you would know that.

I'm always out here if you need someone to talk to, Bri. Never forget that! You still have my cell number because you've randomly text me lately!

[echotiarra]

i think that Michael is very lonely and wants to belong....and while I do love him very much, I can't be what he wants. I am simply disappointed that he threw a temper tantrum and has decided that I mean nothing to him now.

On a lighter note, someone covered Brian Fairy's song, Is your love strong enough, from Legend. It's a beautiful song:-D