Inside
you finally realize whats on that side of the fence, after you've thrown it away as useless...
and no matter how hard you try, the regret stabs at your heart, and you wish with all your might that you can go back and change things, and you can't
and finally, when you do cross that fence, put yourself out there, someone comes along and hurts you, they crush you because they either don't care or just don't understand how hard you worked to get there
and you lay there in the grass and watch the world go on without you and you silently die inside...
and no matter how hard you try, the regret stabs at your heart, and you wish with all your might that you can go back and change things, and you can't
and finally, when you do cross that fence, put yourself out there, someone comes along and hurts you, they crush you because they either don't care or just don't understand how hard you worked to get there
and you lay there in the grass and watch the world go on without you and you silently die inside...