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my birthday is really really soon and if there is any semblance of truth to the thought ive kept with me since at least the 7th grade then i am going to die really really soon and quite honestly i was expecting to have done a bit more with my life than this before now
at the very least i had hoped to have had sex at least once
and recent revisions have included getting drunk and high (not at the same time obv) jsut to see what it would feel like
today would have been an ideal day to get high since sam keeps telling me he wants to do that with me and i did not have work today nor do i have it tomorrow but i did not think about it until it was too late and also he is going to epcot or something tomorrow
it is likely that i will die without having accomplished anything i wanted to do
i am okay with this but also not
mostly i am excited to see how exactly i will de and i very much hope it is as painless as possible
i have to write out my will or whatever soon since i have barely over a week left before this is supposed to happen
i am going to make sure that i leave instructions for what to post where and who to specifically message and tell
in other news a spider just crawled into the room im in so if youd excuse me i have to go set my house on fire
at the very least i had hoped to have had sex at least once
and recent revisions have included getting drunk and high (not at the same time obv) jsut to see what it would feel like
today would have been an ideal day to get high since sam keeps telling me he wants to do that with me and i did not have work today nor do i have it tomorrow but i did not think about it until it was too late and also he is going to epcot or something tomorrow
it is likely that i will die without having accomplished anything i wanted to do
i am okay with this but also not
mostly i am excited to see how exactly i will de and i very much hope it is as painless as possible
i have to write out my will or whatever soon since i have barely over a week left before this is supposed to happen
i am going to make sure that i leave instructions for what to post where and who to specifically message and tell
in other news a spider just crawled into the room im in so if youd excuse me i have to go set my house on fire