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I don't know if you can see this. I don't particularly care.
Fuck you.
Genuinely, truly, with every fiber of my being i want to watch you suffer and fail in all things.
You spent YEARS convincing me you weren't going to leave, everything was going to be ok. You told me we had a future, you were everything i thought i could never deserve.
You left, you shipped me away on a train like a piece of fucking equipment.
I hope you live your whole life watching the strides I make. When i stand on the top of the world, when i look down and no longer know hunger, or strife while you grunt your way through a mediocre life with nothing to show for it i will smile above your ruins.
fuck you, Heidi.
Fuck you.
Genuinely, truly, with every fiber of my being i want to watch you suffer and fail in all things.
You spent YEARS convincing me you weren't going to leave, everything was going to be ok. You told me we had a future, you were everything i thought i could never deserve.
You left, you shipped me away on a train like a piece of fucking equipment.
I hope you live your whole life watching the strides I make. When i stand on the top of the world, when i look down and no longer know hunger, or strife while you grunt your way through a mediocre life with nothing to show for it i will smile above your ruins.
fuck you, Heidi.