Ahhh...

[echoeofsilence]

So... summer... so glad schools out, but i miss people already! I am talking w/ Marissa rite now, god we used to be so close! Practically attached at the hip! But we drifted apart, and it really sucks! We are gunna hang out on friday tho! That makes me really happy! I miss her! I miss all the friends that i used to hang out w/ like in 9th and 10th... don't get me wrong, i luv u guys that i have now, but i miss the olden ones too! It used to be me, Rissa, and Heathur all the time! Heathur has changed a lot, and neither me or rissa ever hear from her anymore... its reall all of our faults tho! Like me, Foofoo (eddie), Jef (w/ one F), Heathur, and Rissa, were so cool bak then... they were my buddies! I luv them to death still, but we have all grown apart! It really sucks! Ima try to get heathur and eddimus to go w/ me and rissa to fuel on friday! Cuz that would be really cool! God i miss everyone and all of that so much! I wish we hadn't all like drifted! It makes me sad... like i wanna cry! lol... im gay! Me and rissa are like going on a trip down memory lane! lol... we both miss it! I mean Heathur is the reason why im not so shy anymore and the reason why i dont care what people think... shes kinda the reason i am who i am! She helped a lot in 9th grade w/ just being who i am, cuz she was so crazy... and she is the reason i met a lot of people! God i love that girl, i miss her... Heathur I miss you! Me and eddie still talk, but not as much since Candice... she stole him from EVERYBODY!!!! It makes me mad! He isn't quite the same arounf her, but she makes him happy and im happy for that, but still i miss him! And jef... jef... jef... what can i say... he is still the same old jef... just i rarely see him! I don't have his number to call and keep in touch w/ him either! I need his number! i miss jefie! He is so awesome! God they are all so awesome! Screw this drifting shit! No more if i can help it DAMMNIT!!! I mean it to! Ive said it before, but i really mean it, i dont like this shit! Everyone shuld go to fuel on Friday and have huge hang out! It mite kinda suck there, but if everyone is there its fun cuz we gets to hang out, like old times! Yeah! That sounds great! If only it would happen! *sigh* Oh well, i will try! well im out... ttyl!
KC

P.S. By the way to all the friends that have become my life now... I love you guyz to death! I don't know what I would do w/o you! I mean that! You guyz are so awesome! And u are never allowed to drift! NEVER!