Wow
Everytime I hang out with Ricardo* that's what my subject line is gonna say, hehe.
Kevin was completely messing with me at work today. It was definately a change for him tho, instead of being really suttle about flirting, he basically held a neon green sign above his head. Yes, it was that obvious. Well, what can I say. He's a strange character.
I'm burning cds like crazy, because I'm leaving on Thursday to go visit family, and I'm going to die without my music. And my cd burner just decided to fucking eat 6 cds. Lucky I bought a pack of 25. UGGGHH.
So, I've come to the realization that Ricardo* doesn't like me that way at all, despite that weird tone he has whenever we talk about something personal, or the way we hug, and all that stuff that gives me that twinge in my stomach that makes me think "maybe, just maybe.." But no. I think at that point today, when I got home from work, I was just like "no, he doesnt like me, and thats that, I should just give up and stop hanging around him all the time."
But I needed a cd player, lol. And I really wanted to see Ricardo*, so I just convinced myself that it was completely innocent to go to B&N to get a cd player, and that was it. Oh, yea, fat chance, right?
First of all, there are no fucking cd players there!!! So I went up to the register, and said hi, cuz he gets mad when I don't, and he took his 15 minute break. I got another big hug, very nice. We walked around, talked casually and stuff, then he went back to work. That's when I wandered and found a good book "All the lies my teacher told me" about all the bullshit history textbooks say about this countrys history and such thats a bunch of lies. I actually got into it, then someone threw a jacket at me. Guess who. Haha. I got to meet his parents. They're so cute, lol. I couldn't smoke, because I had to be home at 8. I was so dissapointed. Dude, he was cleaning his friends bong, and it was all painted and stuff, and I said "oohh, its so pretty." and he said "Not as pretty as you" DUDE DONT SAY THAT SHIT TO ME... GODDAMN HOPE!! lololol
We just sat around and talked. God, I say such stupid shit, man. Well, he said that I don't, but I feel like I'm acting so fucking stupid when I'm around him. I'll just say something without thinking then like 5 minutes later i'll be like "What the fuck is the matter with me??" lol It's all so rediculous.
Kevin was completely messing with me at work today. It was definately a change for him tho, instead of being really suttle about flirting, he basically held a neon green sign above his head. Yes, it was that obvious. Well, what can I say. He's a strange character.
I'm burning cds like crazy, because I'm leaving on Thursday to go visit family, and I'm going to die without my music. And my cd burner just decided to fucking eat 6 cds. Lucky I bought a pack of 25. UGGGHH.
So, I've come to the realization that Ricardo* doesn't like me that way at all, despite that weird tone he has whenever we talk about something personal, or the way we hug, and all that stuff that gives me that twinge in my stomach that makes me think "maybe, just maybe.." But no. I think at that point today, when I got home from work, I was just like "no, he doesnt like me, and thats that, I should just give up and stop hanging around him all the time."
But I needed a cd player, lol. And I really wanted to see Ricardo*, so I just convinced myself that it was completely innocent to go to B&N to get a cd player, and that was it. Oh, yea, fat chance, right?
First of all, there are no fucking cd players there!!! So I went up to the register, and said hi, cuz he gets mad when I don't, and he took his 15 minute break. I got another big hug, very nice. We walked around, talked casually and stuff, then he went back to work. That's when I wandered and found a good book "All the lies my teacher told me" about all the bullshit history textbooks say about this countrys history and such thats a bunch of lies. I actually got into it, then someone threw a jacket at me. Guess who. Haha. I got to meet his parents. They're so cute, lol. I couldn't smoke, because I had to be home at 8. I was so dissapointed. Dude, he was cleaning his friends bong, and it was all painted and stuff, and I said "oohh, its so pretty." and he said "Not as pretty as you" DUDE DONT SAY THAT SHIT TO ME... GODDAMN HOPE!! lololol
We just sat around and talked. God, I say such stupid shit, man. Well, he said that I don't, but I feel like I'm acting so fucking stupid when I'm around him. I'll just say something without thinking then like 5 minutes later i'll be like "What the fuck is the matter with me??" lol It's all so rediculous.