Wow.
Wow. I'm so stoned right now. I don't know what I'm doing, man. Today was so messed up.
I went to work for 8 hours, work went plesantly ok, and after I was off I walked to a toy story where Lisa met me. She also brought her asshole boyfriend WHO I TOLD HER NOT TO BRING, and we went to B&N. Lisa had told her boyfriend all about the B&N boy so the entire walk over there he's like "who is he who is he." I knew he was going to embarrass me, I knew it, I knew it, I knew it. But he said that if I told him who it was, he was going to go up to every worker and ask. He swore he would do NOTHING to embarrass me, if I told him who it was. So I dragged him as far away from B&N Boy as I could and I told him who he was.
I really shouldnt have done that.
While Lisa's boyfriend behaved for a little while, and I got to go over and talk to B&N Boy, who will now be named Ricardo* (not his real name obviously, he just looks like a Ricardo). Dude we went over to where he was, and he was like "heeeyy" and I introduced him, and Ricardo was like "wow, you're too busy to hang out with me?" lolol and we chatted a little, then we all drifted away and Lisas bf was like "he's so into you" blah blah blah and shit, and I'm likr "no no no stop it." The Ricardo comes by again and asks for my number, and he gives me a hug. The he goes "I'm sorry I shouldnt be hugging you" Hey I dont mind, lol. He asked me where I was before, at that time I was outside smoking with Lisa. And he went back up front, and I went over to Lisa and her boyfriend.
dude, this is where the bad shit happens. We go over to look at the glasses, and Lisas boyfriend wanders a little. I dont take too much notice, then Lisa tells me that shes over there talking to Ricardo. Now... I really dont have much of a choice in what I do, because if I go over there and drag him away, I'll look stupid, and so I'm stuck just standing there, acting like I dont know what hes doing over there. I walk away as quickly as possible, and Lisas boyfriend follows, practically yelling "Britt, I have to talk to you!" I just keep walking and I'm turning bright red cuz I know what the hell he did. He told me, that all he did was talk about work, then he asked him if he had a girlfriend and he said shit like "yea for a long time now,.... britts cool, but.... " yada yada, and I'm panicking, because thats what I do in these situations, and Im thinking great, now what am I gonna do, I cant talk to him now. And Lisas boyfriend assured me that he in now way thought I had told him to go up there and say something.
Stupid me, I believed him.
We go outside, and smoke about another 4 ciggerettes, and then Ricardo comes out. We sat outside for about 45 mintes just talking, then Ricardo is like "come on lets go chill at my house". Lisa and her man get a ride. Then Ricardo and I leave.
When we get to his house he gets his bong ready. I'm nervous, cuz I dont know if Im gonna smoke or not because my mom was picking me up at B&N. I did smoke, and it was mad weird,.. I dunno its different with his friends. I definately noticed things were weird.
I cant explain it, but there were these moments, when it kinda came close. I couldnt remember anything I was saying, I'd ask him a question and he'd answer it, then 5 minutes later I'd be like "what did I ask you?" lol I couldnt remember anything. It was kind of cool tho, because I went from being really nervous to being completely laid back. It was weird. His gf called a few times, wasnt too happy about me being there, so Ricardo said. A few other people called, and they were all asking him what was going on with me, and why I was there, lol. We didnt do a thing tho. I asked him what Lisas bf had said to him and he said the same thing lisas boyfriend had said, but I knew that wasnt it. So I asked him if he was lying and he goes "yes" lol and he told me that Lisas boyfriend told him I was really into him.
GOD DAMN LISAS BOYFRIEND HE'S NEVER COMING ANYWHERE WITH ME AGAIN
Anyhoo, he said "yea, and I was like, I have a girlfriend but too bad, o well" but he was joking and I told him that it wasnt true and that he had completely made it up, ya know what I usually do. He said at one point "Dude I hope it doesnt seem like Im being mean to you or anything because I wouldnt hook up with you" and that never even came up, so I just didnt say anything. then he says "i dont know where that came from, sorry " Weird.
We have so much in common its scary, all the stupid shit I said he was always like "wow thats what i say" lol We went to go pick up his friend, and his friend was like "dude you go to my skool!" wow these people are just noticing and I actually got along with his friend too it was kool. then right before 10 they dropped me off at B&N and I'm SO FUCKING WORRRIED about my mom. Cuz I reek, and I can barely stand up or talk Im so fucked up. I walk over to where my mom works, and I didnt want to go too close to her because I thought she would smell it, and she noticed and goes ' have you been drinking?" the entire ride home she was like 'I still think youve been drinking' it was awful. I was just like " no mom no mom" and went right up to my room afterwards.
Wow. Whats going on? lol
I went to work for 8 hours, work went plesantly ok, and after I was off I walked to a toy story where Lisa met me. She also brought her asshole boyfriend WHO I TOLD HER NOT TO BRING, and we went to B&N. Lisa had told her boyfriend all about the B&N boy so the entire walk over there he's like "who is he who is he." I knew he was going to embarrass me, I knew it, I knew it, I knew it. But he said that if I told him who it was, he was going to go up to every worker and ask. He swore he would do NOTHING to embarrass me, if I told him who it was. So I dragged him as far away from B&N Boy as I could and I told him who he was.
I really shouldnt have done that.
While Lisa's boyfriend behaved for a little while, and I got to go over and talk to B&N Boy, who will now be named Ricardo* (not his real name obviously, he just looks like a Ricardo). Dude we went over to where he was, and he was like "heeeyy" and I introduced him, and Ricardo was like "wow, you're too busy to hang out with me?" lolol and we chatted a little, then we all drifted away and Lisas bf was like "he's so into you" blah blah blah and shit, and I'm likr "no no no stop it." The Ricardo comes by again and asks for my number, and he gives me a hug. The he goes "I'm sorry I shouldnt be hugging you" Hey I dont mind, lol. He asked me where I was before, at that time I was outside smoking with Lisa. And he went back up front, and I went over to Lisa and her boyfriend.
dude, this is where the bad shit happens. We go over to look at the glasses, and Lisas boyfriend wanders a little. I dont take too much notice, then Lisa tells me that shes over there talking to Ricardo. Now... I really dont have much of a choice in what I do, because if I go over there and drag him away, I'll look stupid, and so I'm stuck just standing there, acting like I dont know what hes doing over there. I walk away as quickly as possible, and Lisas boyfriend follows, practically yelling "Britt, I have to talk to you!" I just keep walking and I'm turning bright red cuz I know what the hell he did. He told me, that all he did was talk about work, then he asked him if he had a girlfriend and he said shit like "yea for a long time now,.... britts cool, but.... " yada yada, and I'm panicking, because thats what I do in these situations, and Im thinking great, now what am I gonna do, I cant talk to him now. And Lisas boyfriend assured me that he in now way thought I had told him to go up there and say something.
Stupid me, I believed him.
We go outside, and smoke about another 4 ciggerettes, and then Ricardo comes out. We sat outside for about 45 mintes just talking, then Ricardo is like "come on lets go chill at my house". Lisa and her man get a ride. Then Ricardo and I leave.
When we get to his house he gets his bong ready. I'm nervous, cuz I dont know if Im gonna smoke or not because my mom was picking me up at B&N. I did smoke, and it was mad weird,.. I dunno its different with his friends. I definately noticed things were weird.
I cant explain it, but there were these moments, when it kinda came close. I couldnt remember anything I was saying, I'd ask him a question and he'd answer it, then 5 minutes later I'd be like "what did I ask you?" lol I couldnt remember anything. It was kind of cool tho, because I went from being really nervous to being completely laid back. It was weird. His gf called a few times, wasnt too happy about me being there, so Ricardo said. A few other people called, and they were all asking him what was going on with me, and why I was there, lol. We didnt do a thing tho. I asked him what Lisas bf had said to him and he said the same thing lisas boyfriend had said, but I knew that wasnt it. So I asked him if he was lying and he goes "yes" lol and he told me that Lisas boyfriend told him I was really into him.
GOD DAMN LISAS BOYFRIEND HE'S NEVER COMING ANYWHERE WITH ME AGAIN
Anyhoo, he said "yea, and I was like, I have a girlfriend but too bad, o well" but he was joking and I told him that it wasnt true and that he had completely made it up, ya know what I usually do. He said at one point "Dude I hope it doesnt seem like Im being mean to you or anything because I wouldnt hook up with you" and that never even came up, so I just didnt say anything. then he says "i dont know where that came from, sorry " Weird.
We have so much in common its scary, all the stupid shit I said he was always like "wow thats what i say" lol We went to go pick up his friend, and his friend was like "dude you go to my skool!" wow these people are just noticing and I actually got along with his friend too it was kool. then right before 10 they dropped me off at B&N and I'm SO FUCKING WORRRIED about my mom. Cuz I reek, and I can barely stand up or talk Im so fucked up. I walk over to where my mom works, and I didnt want to go too close to her because I thought she would smell it, and she noticed and goes ' have you been drinking?" the entire ride home she was like 'I still think youve been drinking' it was awful. I was just like " no mom no mom" and went right up to my room afterwards.
Wow. Whats going on? lol