Feb 10, 2006 09:57
I'm obsessed with this PWTs song.. "What If"
What if nobody likes me?
What if I dont succeed?
What if I give it all that I got
and I still don't got what they need?
What if I don't get anywhere at all?
Will I consider myself a failure?
Will I be that small?
What if she doesn't like me?
What if I'm not her type?
What if all the girls that ever like me
are not the kind of girls that I like?
What if i meet the right one and screw it up?
Will I consider myself a failure?
Will I give up?
(chorus)
I'm gonna keep trying
Getting denied just makes me want it more
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if
'Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived
What if they don't like me?
What if they think I'm a joke?
What if they act nice to my face
but they hate me and I don't even know?
What if they end up stabbing me in the back?
Will I consider myself a failure
or will I fight back?
(repeat chorus)
What if nobody likes me? What if I don't succeed?
What if I give it all that I got
and it's not good enough til I bleed?
(repeat chorus)
So this little girl you all know and love might be in playboy! I have a preliminary shoot in 3 weeks (EEK!) And then they decide for sure.. So basically right now I'm trying to lose about 10 lbs to look HOT! rofl..
So what do ya'll think? Though I know I shouldn't care, I do and I want to know what you'll say if you see me nakie in playboy.. lol
I mean, I have always said if I would ever do any nude shoot it would be for them because they do things in such a classy way.. It's not trashy AT ALL!
Who'd buy the issue I was in? haha