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been over a year since my last entry, wow. well since july 27th, I've moved out of my parents house; am now living with Kris (mentioned in last entry) and have slowly worked towards a "positive" outlook. how does one define positive when all they usually view is negative quirks? I managed to get a job at wal-mart on sept. 27th and am still fighting my lifestyle to ensure i keep my job, in hopes all will work out. Now those who have read my journals have seen my darker side; im going to try not using that mood here; only on fictionpress in my writing XD. So, living on my own wasnt as easy as i thought it would be; who said life was easy?
for all i know all the negative problems with my life are self-inflicted so to speak; i think viewing the world as negativly as i was caused me to be more depressed. almost, i almost have let go of the weight of my past; which is nothing more than that. and im finally going to a concert.... Family Values Tour 2006 in Phoenix on the 18th of the month; looking forward to that. been a while since ive written what could classify as a normal; not so depressive entry; this is a good thing i think.
for all i know all the negative problems with my life are self-inflicted so to speak; i think viewing the world as negativly as i was caused me to be more depressed. almost, i almost have let go of the weight of my past; which is nothing more than that. and im finally going to a concert.... Family Values Tour 2006 in Phoenix on the 18th of the month; looking forward to that. been a while since ive written what could classify as a normal; not so depressive entry; this is a good thing i think.