Apr 16, 2012 10:41
It has been a week now since my father died from complications related to his most recent heart attack.
Although he was family, I wasn't very fond of the man, for reasons I have gone into before. Which is why I did not expect his death to affect me as strongly as it has. It is hard to explain much of it, because there is too much of a swirling of both positive and negative emotions going on at the moment.
Today is my first day back to work since my father's death one week ago. It feels numb. It is also very strange how so few people actually know why I was gone last week. Word and rumor tends to spread quickly with this many people in one building. I guess it is both a good and bad thing.
More later. My break is over.