It has been a while.
It seems like forever since I have written in this old thing. I still get on here to check every once in a while, to see what has been going on and such.
I need to update.
Since i have last updated. I have met my definition of love. Her name is Olivia. She brings the best out of me. More than any other girl I have ever encountered. To say that I love this girl, is an understatement. We met on facebook..imagine that..and for once..i am complete in life.
It maybe soon to come to that conclusion, but from what we have experienced together, I feel that we are meant for each other...we are a like and different in the best ways...she's smart and impatient and im laid back and average. We just go together. I just wish I had more words to explain how she makes me feel. She attends UK and I go to USI..so its a rather long drive to see each other, but I feel we do a good enough job to see each other enough. I go see her every 4 weeks, so we're never apart for more than 2 weeks. It's a good system.
But I just wish that i could let certain things go and not hold on to things that have happened in the past. It almost was the end to us this weekend. twice. But I cant picture myself without her in my life. I just cant. Going to class knowing that she isnt going to text or call. or talk to me in that case. I need her with me. just to be a part of me. That is why i'm working on letting the past go. and just focusing on the present and the future we have together. the kind that when we grow old and i have my range rover and she has her volvo. and leaving for work in the morning and just doing the things that married couples do. cute date nights, and late night movies on the couch. she means everything to me. and when im around her. i just cant concentrate on anything else...well i can..but its difficult. I cant wait to spend every day and night with her. waking up next to her in the morning. and having lazy days where we just lay around and watch tv together. those are the days i look forward to in my life...well our life. i love her. and i cant ever picture me letting her go. I wish everyone else the same..to find the one they can spend the rest of their life with. and hold onto them. as best you can. because its hard to find.
I've found my princess...she was in the last castle.
I need to update.
Since i have last updated. I have met my definition of love. Her name is Olivia. She brings the best out of me. More than any other girl I have ever encountered. To say that I love this girl, is an understatement. We met on facebook..imagine that..and for once..i am complete in life.
It maybe soon to come to that conclusion, but from what we have experienced together, I feel that we are meant for each other...we are a like and different in the best ways...she's smart and impatient and im laid back and average. We just go together. I just wish I had more words to explain how she makes me feel. She attends UK and I go to USI..so its a rather long drive to see each other, but I feel we do a good enough job to see each other enough. I go see her every 4 weeks, so we're never apart for more than 2 weeks. It's a good system.
But I just wish that i could let certain things go and not hold on to things that have happened in the past. It almost was the end to us this weekend. twice. But I cant picture myself without her in my life. I just cant. Going to class knowing that she isnt going to text or call. or talk to me in that case. I need her with me. just to be a part of me. That is why i'm working on letting the past go. and just focusing on the present and the future we have together. the kind that when we grow old and i have my range rover and she has her volvo. and leaving for work in the morning and just doing the things that married couples do. cute date nights, and late night movies on the couch. she means everything to me. and when im around her. i just cant concentrate on anything else...well i can..but its difficult. I cant wait to spend every day and night with her. waking up next to her in the morning. and having lazy days where we just lay around and watch tv together. those are the days i look forward to in my life...well our life. i love her. and i cant ever picture me letting her go. I wish everyone else the same..to find the one they can spend the rest of their life with. and hold onto them. as best you can. because its hard to find.
I've found my princess...she was in the last castle.