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it's been crazy long since i updated this. does anyone even come on here anymore?
oh well, i guess i'll post anyway :)
i'm not going to lie, this past school year was definitely the worst time of my life. i really can't understand why i did the things i did to make it that way, or how it all even started. when i realized what was going on, i was already in way too deep to get myself out. i've gone back on a lot of promises, and i've lost so many of my friends.
i really thought we'd be friends the way we were for ever. i still don't know how that happened, or why you did the things you did this year. all i really know is that i never want to see you or hear your voice ever again. i gave up a lot of my time to help you out, and you repaid me by putting on some charade that gave me a bad name and got you all the attention you could ever want. this is the last thing i'll ever have to say to you; even if you don't read it, it's already been said in more than one way. i know you can hear it. and now, i don't ever have to think of you again.
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so now it's time for the positive side of things. i've made a lot of new friends, more than i lost. i'm having more fun than i could have ever imagined, and even though i've broken promise upon promise while doing it, i don't regret the choices i've made. only in two months or so i've made better friends than i've had my whole life. so much has changed, and it's only moving farther away from what i used to know. i don't really mind though.
i'm really glad i know you all. even if none of you read this, it's already been said, and i know you can hear it. you all have been the best friends i've ever had, and i have more fun every time we all hang out. when i first saw you guys, i didn't think i'd remember your name for more than five minutes. guess i was wrong, and that's good for a change. tonight especially was awesome, even though i can't remember a good part of it. lol. looking forward to more of these times. can't wait for them, actually.
oh well, i guess i'll post anyway :)
i'm not going to lie, this past school year was definitely the worst time of my life. i really can't understand why i did the things i did to make it that way, or how it all even started. when i realized what was going on, i was already in way too deep to get myself out. i've gone back on a lot of promises, and i've lost so many of my friends.
i really thought we'd be friends the way we were for ever. i still don't know how that happened, or why you did the things you did this year. all i really know is that i never want to see you or hear your voice ever again. i gave up a lot of my time to help you out, and you repaid me by putting on some charade that gave me a bad name and got you all the attention you could ever want. this is the last thing i'll ever have to say to you; even if you don't read it, it's already been said in more than one way. i know you can hear it. and now, i don't ever have to think of you again.
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so now it's time for the positive side of things. i've made a lot of new friends, more than i lost. i'm having more fun than i could have ever imagined, and even though i've broken promise upon promise while doing it, i don't regret the choices i've made. only in two months or so i've made better friends than i've had my whole life. so much has changed, and it's only moving farther away from what i used to know. i don't really mind though.
i'm really glad i know you all. even if none of you read this, it's already been said, and i know you can hear it. you all have been the best friends i've ever had, and i have more fun every time we all hang out. when i first saw you guys, i didn't think i'd remember your name for more than five minutes. guess i was wrong, and that's good for a change. tonight especially was awesome, even though i can't remember a good part of it. lol. looking forward to more of these times. can't wait for them, actually.