Aug 14, 2005 09:37
I can't do this anymore. I feel like I'm drowning, being forced to stay and do things I don't want to do. It finally got to a point where I told my parents that I need to move out and they just said, "Whatever." They probably laughed at me, knowing I can't afford it right now.
"While you're under this roof, you will go to church." "Basic human rights, Dad. You can't force me." "There are rules in this house, and yes I can."
I wake up in the morning and I cry, because I can't have a life. I can't move on. I want to get out, and I can't. I'm trapped and struggling futiley. I'm so exhausted and they simply don't care. I just want to get some rest. I don't know what to do. Every one I ask says, "Move out," or "Tell them to leave you alone." Hello? I've told them numerous times to leave me alone, and I can't afford to move out. I have nowhere to go.
I need help... someone...