What is even the future
I don't know what I want to do. I never knew anyways.
If I can, if I don't go crazy, I'm going to stay and work in that hell... They shifted my schedule again but I,ll make do. Gave me less hours too but I don't care.
Working saturday though. hah.
What I do know is that some day I want to go and see Kennedy Space Center. Maybe Houston's Johnson Space Center too.
I know I want to buy and read Chris Hadfield's book. New hero. He great. I want to meet him someday but he is retired. Hopefully someday I can, somehow.
I don't want to hate that journey that's life.
I want to look forward to things again, and be excited...
At least I feel better than saturday evening, very much better than last monday, so these pills might be working. Thank the stars.
If I can, if I don't go crazy, I'm going to stay and work in that hell... They shifted my schedule again but I,ll make do. Gave me less hours too but I don't care.
Working saturday though. hah.
What I do know is that some day I want to go and see Kennedy Space Center. Maybe Houston's Johnson Space Center too.
I know I want to buy and read Chris Hadfield's book. New hero. He great. I want to meet him someday but he is retired. Hopefully someday I can, somehow.
I don't want to hate that journey that's life.
I want to look forward to things again, and be excited...
At least I feel better than saturday evening, very much better than last monday, so these pills might be working. Thank the stars.