Sep 18, 2013 03:23
I don't have much to write about, as usual, but I'm really trying to actually update regularly, if not every day. I used to do that and I think it did help me feel better.
I'm getting pretty down on work and life in general again. I'm at a low point on hating work. What I mean is that I absolutely LOATHE work right now. And it's not even any worse than usual. It's always sucked and pretty much nothing has changed. But, I hate being there more than usual lately. I go through these phases. At least I'm aware that's what it is. I'll get over it soon, hopefully.
I'm getting pretty low overall again, though, really. Or maybe I'm coming out of it and don't know how to handle that. I can actually pick up and keep up on dishes and stuff now. I couldn't even make myself do that not too long ago. Sleeping and doing nothing was pretty much all I felt like. I cleaned my house a couple weeks ago and I've been keeping that up. That's a plus, I think. It shows some progress.