Yes, this is just a pure Connor Trinneer fangirl's fantasy. Yes I did it just for myself and I enjoyed it very much ! And no I don't have no shame ! ^_____^ Now if you want to imagine the smut, it's your problem not mine.
Btw, is anyone watching the show Harper's Island ? Ain't it fantastic ? It's creepy and always full of cliffhangers I just can't live without it, I can't wait to see the end ! Plus, Ben Cotton is terribly fuckable in it even if we don't see him a lot.