IHATEYOU

[ech3lon]

man we went alot of places today..bowling...the mall...adventure park...sam's house to watch a movie...great times. unfortuantely, i got in trouble for staying out real late (9pm) OH YES THATS SO LATE. but whatever, she just doesnt want me to get hurt or die. i saw something today that i didnt want to see. i saw brittany and her boyfriend. together. holding hands. i want to fall off the face of the earth. i'm....done. done with her. im tired. tired of getting screwed over by stupid girls. done...the song that expresses my feelings the most is....

BoA - Duvet

And you don't seem to understand
A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame then I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle lit smile that we both share
and you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing
Help me to breathe

my feelings are overwhelming...i cant even comprehend what i feel anymore.
i dont know what to do...