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[ech0s0fdawn]

i hate it when he tells me he wrote somn about me. don't tell me unless you're going to show me. he said it got erased, so he typed it again, got erased, typed it again, computer froze n yada yada yada. it doesn't matter i guess. just thought it'd be nice to see what he says about me. i mean i write about him almost everyday in this thing. i've seen 2 things he's wrote about me. maybe im just a sap that cares too much. i wish i didn't care so much. it'd be nice to feel normal. but sometimes i really feel he doesn't feel that way towards me as i do him.
he doesn't have to show me. it doesn't seem that important anyways since its been over a week n i still haven't read it er whatever.

i hate myself sometimes.