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One day
Everything is fine. You're normal. You're 17. You go to high school. You've been accepted to college. You've decided what school you're going to. You have friends you love, and who seem to love you. Everything is pretty good.
And the next day
Something happens. Something you regret happening. Something that you could have prevented by only being a little bit smarter. You don't really regret it, because you haven't had time to think about it.
The day after that.
It begins to stir. The pressure begins to build. Not knowing is the worst part. Not knowing what happened or what's going to happen because it it. You do what you can. But you're still not sure.
You're scared.
And alone.
And no matter what anyone says
It never stops
It'll never stop until i know for sure.
Everything is fine. You're normal. You're 17. You go to high school. You've been accepted to college. You've decided what school you're going to. You have friends you love, and who seem to love you. Everything is pretty good.
And the next day
Something happens. Something you regret happening. Something that you could have prevented by only being a little bit smarter. You don't really regret it, because you haven't had time to think about it.
The day after that.
It begins to stir. The pressure begins to build. Not knowing is the worst part. Not knowing what happened or what's going to happen because it it. You do what you can. But you're still not sure.
You're scared.
And alone.
And no matter what anyone says
It never stops
It'll never stop until i know for sure.