Sep 01, 2005 14:18
So, I broke up with Kurt Tuesday night. Nobody really knows except for Tasha. She could sense it ;)
I'm not really sure how I feel about it. Last night I got the idea that he's probably gonna date Jackie the singer girl now. I also got the feeling that that's probably what he wanted all along. He should've just broken up with me. I hate that shit. We're gonna stay friends, though. He even called me last night to chat. He asked if I was going to call him and I said when. He said whenever you want to. I'm gonna get my shit together first. I'm broke and guess is about to go up like crazy. I feel good about being his friend. I think we didn't really make a good couple.
Enough of that. On line classes stress me out. I'm always paranoid I'm forgetting something. Also, I can't wait to get my computer back from my mom. I can't wait to get my money from school. What else? Where do you find lesbos in Orlando? I haven't met a single one. Why can't I just find another girl like me? Not exactly, but the important things, ya know? Forget it. I just want to be alone for a while.