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The past two months have been so hectic. Leaving my heart behind because I was scared for what I thought could be something I didn't want. But, in the end I realized that I wanted my heart back. Being away for so long just made me depressed. Watching the world pass by me was the worst. I could not go on with my life without him by my side. Everyday I think of our times together. Sharing two years with each other, knowing that we were true to our hearts. Unfortunatly I screwed up and made the biggest mistake of my life. Leaving my life, heart, my true love behind to suffer. I cry just thinking about how bad I hurt my other half. It's a shame. So much pain builds up when I think of what I had put him through, just to realize that I did want him as my future.
We've been trying to work things out for the past week and a half. So far, we can't get away from each other. I love this man with all my heart and I couldn't think of leaving him again. He is my world. I live everyday just to be with him. There is no words to describe him. The word great isn't even close to describing him. He has dropped so many awful things in his life just for me. He has changed alot just to be with me. Don't get me wrong I love the fact that he's changed in good ways, but I love that man no matter what he acts or looks like.
It's a shame that I realized my love for someone in such a painful way. However, we are never going to get seperated. I love this man so much I couldn't think of being without him. He has been so good to me I could never repay him for everything tha the has done just to be a good boyfriend.
I love you MIKE! xoxoxox
We've been trying to work things out for the past week and a half. So far, we can't get away from each other. I love this man with all my heart and I couldn't think of leaving him again. He is my world. I live everyday just to be with him. There is no words to describe him. The word great isn't even close to describing him. He has dropped so many awful things in his life just for me. He has changed alot just to be with me. Don't get me wrong I love the fact that he's changed in good ways, but I love that man no matter what he acts or looks like.
It's a shame that I realized my love for someone in such a painful way. However, we are never going to get seperated. I love this man so much I couldn't think of being without him. He has been so good to me I could never repay him for everything tha the has done just to be a good boyfriend.
I love you MIKE! xoxoxox