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Wow. I've been extremely pessimistic and depressed lately. Stupid bc shot. Idk so much about the pessimism but I know being depressed is from that. I think the pessimism is just an after effect. Although I suppose I am kind of a negative person. But I'm working on it okay.
It's April Fools Day and I swear anyone pulls some dumb sh*t, and I'll smack you.
Tonight at work I have a party of 30. I think Nicole is working it with me <3 I've grown so much closer to that girl. She is amazing. Then I think she wants to go out after work. I just don't know how much of a mood I'll be in to deal with more people. Corda do you know if you are coming home yet? It seems like it's been a while since we went to the bars together. Even though it's only been a month. If you don't come home I hope you have fun with lilbebej .
Tgif. I need a break. From daycare that is. I'm going crazy. You have no idea.
Wednesday was a good drunk. But I need a CrAzY drunk night.
p.s. I am freezing. brrrr I just want honesty. Seriously. What are friends for right?! Repressed is how I'm feeling. I'm just itching for pain. I need a piercing or a tattoo...something to release you from my veins. Screaming isn't doing any good. I haven't had a visit from you in a while.