you got ta hold him! squeeze him! never leave him! you gotta gotta try a little tenderness!!
gosh. i'm so bored. i spent the entire day trying to clean...but not really. i just did odd things around my room. i put a plant into a new pot. something more attractive then a black plastic one. i put it in a green ceremic pot with a handle. i think it was made in 1959. anyway...it looks cool. i was thinking of decorating my room as if i were a world traveler modern day pirate. hahaha...i think i have the perfect room for a theme like that. ha. i want so badly an oil painting of myself as a pirate captian. haha that would be awesome.
things have been really quiet around my house. i've had no desire to do anything since Evan left. it's shocking, really. i'm not going to do anything when he comes back either...but for some reason it'll feel more...meaningful? hahaha *shoots toi in the head*
i've been thinking about what i want for my birthday...hey. Anna? didn't you have a birthday? i remember you being a Taurus....hmmmm
May 18th. it's coming up quick. my mom and Evan want to have a BBQ at my house. over my dead body. i don't like entertaining people at my house. i've never done it and i'm not gonna start now. actually....i don't know what i want to do. i didn't think about it until my mom said something. i know it's my 21st b-day, but does that mean i need to get crazy? who really feels like getting crazy on a Wednesday anyway? maybe we could go out and have a big sushi dinner? that would be sweet as hell.
then i got the one year anniversary coming up. May 24th. can you guys believe it's been a whole gahdamn year already? i swear, it's flown by so damn fast! it's insanity! anyway, i have no money for it. i hope Evan doesn't mind a home made card with glitter. =-/
things have been really quiet around my house. i've had no desire to do anything since Evan left. it's shocking, really. i'm not going to do anything when he comes back either...but for some reason it'll feel more...meaningful? hahaha *shoots toi in the head*
i've been thinking about what i want for my birthday...hey. Anna? didn't you have a birthday? i remember you being a Taurus....hmmmm
May 18th. it's coming up quick. my mom and Evan want to have a BBQ at my house. over my dead body. i don't like entertaining people at my house. i've never done it and i'm not gonna start now. actually....i don't know what i want to do. i didn't think about it until my mom said something. i know it's my 21st b-day, but does that mean i need to get crazy? who really feels like getting crazy on a Wednesday anyway? maybe we could go out and have a big sushi dinner? that would be sweet as hell.
then i got the one year anniversary coming up. May 24th. can you guys believe it's been a whole gahdamn year already? i swear, it's flown by so damn fast! it's insanity! anyway, i have no money for it. i hope Evan doesn't mind a home made card with glitter. =-/