Ish.
+ School was decent, as decent as it could be. I liked playing Soccer in Team Sports, because I know how to do that. I hung with the AP Art/Drawing kids during Photog since Da Silv wasn’t there and my film was in my camera, at home. Told Aileen that I wanted to watch depression Soc stuff so I’d start crying and get that out of my system. [I really need to cry, but I can’t.] But we had a prayer service. Guess who did it? Merric and Michelle. Can we say anti-intelligent? It wasn’t half-bad, tho. The movie scene scared me. Then Math was Math and sucked per usual. Oh! And I’ve got an 89 in Marine, I’m upset, I had a 92. I’ve like...never had an A in a class like Science, and I’m obsessed with the class. [Gabby knows this. ^^ I help her grade. Luvya Gabbers!]
+ I had a looovely talk with Brittany about GASP sex, after school, by the Priest’s window. Lots of fun! XD. Then I drove home, and felt really sick in the care. Called my Mom to check on her, she kinda left me abruptly on the phone because she’s with my Grandma. So I was like, “Shite, I don’t feel good.” So I went for icecream, ended up having orange and lime sherbert. Watched some Moulin Rouge. Listened to music and messed with Photog stuffs. Then sat down and decided to update. The excitement.
+ But I’m really down about my Grandma, and I feel like driving somewhere and watching a movie, but I can’t. Alas, no money. I just want to cry, and want to get away, and I feel like if I stay here in my house any longer I might explode. But I don’t have anywhere to go, so I’ll just sit here and amuse myself somehow. I’d redo my LJ but I like the layout. <3. So, I’ll be here if anyone needs meh. Trying not to wig out and cry and smash things. I punched the wall earlier. Hurt.
-Beth
+ I had a looovely talk with Brittany about GASP sex, after school, by the Priest’s window. Lots of fun! XD. Then I drove home, and felt really sick in the care. Called my Mom to check on her, she kinda left me abruptly on the phone because she’s with my Grandma. So I was like, “Shite, I don’t feel good.” So I went for icecream, ended up having orange and lime sherbert. Watched some Moulin Rouge. Listened to music and messed with Photog stuffs. Then sat down and decided to update. The excitement.
+ But I’m really down about my Grandma, and I feel like driving somewhere and watching a movie, but I can’t. Alas, no money. I just want to cry, and want to get away, and I feel like if I stay here in my house any longer I might explode. But I don’t have anywhere to go, so I’ll just sit here and amuse myself somehow. I’d redo my LJ but I like the layout. <3. So, I’ll be here if anyone needs meh. Trying not to wig out and cry and smash things. I punched the wall earlier. Hurt.
-Beth