drop the pass

[eccedentesiast]

drop the pass

i.

it was a crash course in politesse
clumsy and quiet; ever awkward
these social engagements and exchanges
always seem to make me nervous
i don't know how to be myself

ii.

there was a rotation
a loss of balance spinning the axis
of my intention and execution
i very rarely say what i mean
but i meant to make it matter more
i very rarely get things right