Alone in the dark with my elephant

[ecantu]

Ok I just left got kicked out of the house was staying at humm...I am living in my car for a while till i save some money and leave i have no ambition to do anything i hit rocked bottom lol I want to feel happiness i want to feel the feeling of laughing and smiling for real and not being fake. My life is spiraling and falling on the floor SPLAT never mind it just hit the floor. Good news i am officaily alone no friends in utah. just me and my car O i got a Mitsubishi lancer so that the good news i live in it its really roomy and nice i like it it has a zune and ipod charger and a great stereo system so its great uhmm... bleakness sad and its raining all i have to talk to is my elepho and she doesnt even want to talk to me she just ignores me and doesnt even seem intrested to talk to me at all. I think i really want to give up and dissapear.
I want to be happy again i forgot how it really feels to be happy.
I am sleepy *YAWN*

~Cantu~