Dec 19, 2003 18:22
I should really right an entry about my trip blah de blah but excuse me for just a second and let me rant on something totally unrelated and completely selfish:
I miss my friends soooooo much. Seriously. I want to cry. Colleen called this afternoon to ask if I wanted to go window shopping with Carolyn and her and I really really did but I knew I couldn't and shouldn't and shit because dad had said we might be leaving tonight for ND and I really need to pack and clean the house and...I didn't even ask. I just knew they'd say no.
So then I make a sarcastic comment about *Andrea* being allowed to go frolick with Gina because oh boo hoo, she hasn't been able to play with Gina since *Sunday* and I've been gone a freaking month and *I* don't get to see *my* friends because *I* have to clean this fucking house and pack. Then dad goes: "You can go window shopping with Carolyn. You never asked."
I think I've called Car's cell, Colleen's house and Carolyn's house more than five times. I am so desperate. I misssss my friends.
I do this all to myself. I am such a dumbass.
I want Fidge.