Sep 14, 2004 07:03
I dont know why i'm stressing out so much about applying for this stupid CIGNA job. Its wierd how last week I was perfectly satisfied doing what i'm doing and this week I am like loosing sleep I want this job so bad. I'm probably going to end up hating it....but it is more money and its a real job and it has benifits and paid vaca and all that. Too bad it has absolutely nothing to do w/ anything that i ever want to end up doing. but its a foot in the door, i guess. I'm gonna feel like the biggest asshole ever if i dont get an interview....
Plus i'm stressin about grad school stuff and attempting to fit in studying for the gre's. oh yea, and my bank account is at -$44. wow, i love working 60+ hours a week and having nothing but a stack of bills to show for it.
alright, time for me to get off the pity train. i'm gonna go for a run before work