call me a ball of confusion
This week my emotions have been all over the place, so strange. Loving people, hating people, crying, stomping, cheering, everything! I think its just one of those times in life when everything is about change. One day you think your future looks one way, the next, its totally different than what you ever could have imagined in both good and bad ways. Pondering choices, making decisions, changing those decisions a million times, not to mention envisioning the outcomes of those and every other infinite number of choices available. I guess in that sense its expected to be nothing but a ball of confusion.
But all of this, has left me in not so good a state...tired, confused and totally stressed. Skipped class today (whooohooo!!!) to write a darn term paper due tomorrow. I'm on page 3 out of 8, just a little pressure there. I didn't realize how stressed I was till I couldn't read my journal articles due to the earthquake like twitching in my left hand. So here I sit, writing an entry when I really should be working on my paper. But, hey I didn't really like sleep much anyway....
But all of this, has left me in not so good a state...tired, confused and totally stressed. Skipped class today (whooohooo!!!) to write a darn term paper due tomorrow. I'm on page 3 out of 8, just a little pressure there. I didn't realize how stressed I was till I couldn't read my journal articles due to the earthquake like twitching in my left hand. So here I sit, writing an entry when I really should be working on my paper. But, hey I didn't really like sleep much anyway....