that's fun... and that's funny. cuz hitler was a mass murdering fuckhead
ok good things coming up:
first dance class tomorrow
pizza party avec ellen and stephanie
costal cleanup avec surf club kiddies
first lvhs dance
i'm trying to focus on all the good stuff, lincoln reminded me today that alot of life is how good we make it. i try my best to ignore the stuff that really gets me down, but more often than not i let it get the best of me. sometimes it just wears me out to keep building and building this wall so that i'm not affected by anything...so then finally i just let it all fall apart and i feel everything at once. then i start all over again building my wall. lately i've just reached the point where i'm too exhausted to do anything about any one situation, i just want to sit in my room all day and think and be quiet.
i pinched a nerve in my neck so i can't turn it to the left. i'm wearing this silly icy/hot bandage that's supposed to make it feel better, but i think i'm going to one of those freaky chiropractors, ya know, the ones who "crack your bones, i'm gonna crack your bones. MAKE THE NOISE I LIVE FOR THE NOISE!" (oh eddie).
i like how i have two paragraphs of an english essay due tomorrow that i havent even begun to look at, and an AP US test friday im pretty much scared shitless of.
god i am so fucking exhausted.
-ebster.
ps- i would like to take this time to say charles is absolutely radtastic, yes he is. this is my dedication to charles the oh so cool dude. <3333333333333
first dance class tomorrow
pizza party avec ellen and stephanie
costal cleanup avec surf club kiddies
first lvhs dance
i'm trying to focus on all the good stuff, lincoln reminded me today that alot of life is how good we make it. i try my best to ignore the stuff that really gets me down, but more often than not i let it get the best of me. sometimes it just wears me out to keep building and building this wall so that i'm not affected by anything...so then finally i just let it all fall apart and i feel everything at once. then i start all over again building my wall. lately i've just reached the point where i'm too exhausted to do anything about any one situation, i just want to sit in my room all day and think and be quiet.
i pinched a nerve in my neck so i can't turn it to the left. i'm wearing this silly icy/hot bandage that's supposed to make it feel better, but i think i'm going to one of those freaky chiropractors, ya know, the ones who "crack your bones, i'm gonna crack your bones. MAKE THE NOISE I LIVE FOR THE NOISE!" (oh eddie).
i like how i have two paragraphs of an english essay due tomorrow that i havent even begun to look at, and an AP US test friday im pretty much scared shitless of.
god i am so fucking exhausted.
-ebster.
ps- i would like to take this time to say charles is absolutely radtastic, yes he is. this is my dedication to charles the oh so cool dude. <3333333333333