a name in your recollection

[ebster]

isn't it wonderful how one moment, you can be so proud of yourself, happy with a decision you've made....and the next it just kinda all falls apart. yet again, you've fucked yourself over. why why why do i always do this? fuuuuuuuuuuuck. way to go eb, you just caused yourself about 50 million more problems. fan-fucking-tabulous. just when i think i've found a solution, i screw up. when i'm starting to feel better about myself, i have to go mess it all up.

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. if i were a strong person, i would avoid situations like this. but i'm not. so i don't.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million same

Difficult not to feel a little bit
Disappointed and passed over
When I look right through
To see you naked but oblivious
And you don't see me

But I threw you the obvious
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded

But I see
See through it all
See through
See you

Cause I threw you the obvious
To see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Oh well
Oh well
Apparently nothing
Apparently nothing at all

You don't
You don't
You don't see me

You don't see me at all

i fucking love this song. it's absolutely amazing.